my day got ruined a few hours ago by a
very gross teacher. i feel so dirty.
fucking pedophicular teachers.
i don't know why all these sick things
have to happen to me. it makes me want
to toke up and die.

but anyway,
how was everyone else's week been so far?

i'd say yesterday was awesome enough
for me to cancel out how shitty today was
and make it into a normal week.

yeah, yesterday was just awesome!







and oh my shit! chapters just called me.
i got the job there :} !

thank you guys all so much for the recent support.
i love you all soooo maaach

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<sub>i went with julia on friday to get her labret pierced.
then we went to a wig store and she got hair extensions.
sooo yeahhh.. i finally decided when i'm gonna be getting
my lip pierced again. i'm probably going to near my birthday.
um. yeah, i want to get it after i get a job
so they won't like, not hire me. what should i get, though?
i have one side of my lip pierced already.
i was thinking either snakebites, spiderbites
or should i get my monroe pierced?

ahhhlakgjadf, yesterday i went to the mall and then saw
"where the wild things are" with hayley, kaitey, and julia.
holy shjhalfkhj it was good. go see it.
anyway, on the way in to the theater, hayley was like
"hey, don't forget yer booster seat!" she was joking,
but i actually took one and sat on it through the whole movie.
i felt so tall.. because in reality i'm so not.

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oh, get this. apparently i am
1] "trapped in negative beliefs."
2] "suffering physically with symptoms
of repressed anger and frustration."
3] "unable to discriminated between negative
impressions and clear intuitions."
4] "controlling and manipulative."
5] "resentful towards authority figures."</sub>

_{by the way, do you guys like it when people thank you
individually (on your profile page) for a favorite/watch/etc.
why or why not?
and should i start thanking people? :\}

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i hope everyone's long weekend was good? what did
you all do? for me, saturday was a good day. i went
shopping with kaitey. i got a nice sweater from h&m.
ah, that store is nice, but it's mostly hype.

i'm almost finished that project i was working on but i
don't think i'll post it because i thought i'd never
finish it so i just used parts of it in other poems that
i posted. so much of it would sound old if i did. soyeh.
i don't know, maybe i'll post it and scrap it. dunno.
it's also really fuxing long.

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last night my dad was telling me stories about my
grandfather. they were pretty funny. he was so senile.
apparently, when he was trying to get someone to tell
the truth, he would be like "do you swear on saint
belly?" (and sometimes "do you swear on saint ocean?"
lawl.) ahah, when my dad was younger, he'd be like
"estephan, do you swear on saint belly that you didn't
do that?" and my dad would be like "i swear on saint
belly!" because he was young and he thought saint
belly was an actual saint. anyway, and when my dad
would be like "are you serious?" he'd be like "yes,
i swear on the flying bird." or something. he never
swore on anything unless it was imaginary and he made
it up.

anyway, he also told stories. like;
"one time i was holding a rope, and it turned into a snake
and tried to attack me!" there was also this lady named
qnfre. i am not going to tell the story behind her, but
seriously her name is like, whooaaa.

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